Apologies, lover.

I don't know what else I'm supposed to do. He says it seems like I don't care, truth is I don't. I lie, I do. That's the problem: every time he's forgetting, I pop up, because I 'care', I just want to know how he's doing, for my own closure. Maybe that's me being selfish? He thinks I'm perfect, one in a million. I laugh about it, he's sweet, but I tell him there are.. and believe me when I say this, there are a million other girls out there just like me. I just wish they'd stop hiding from him, because he deserves to be happy. Don't get me wrong, I'm not insanely guilty, I just wish I'd never spoken to him because maybe then he wouldn't be hurting, and nor would I. I just don't feel the same way.